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tansey · Jul 23rd, 2008, 12:28 PM

Hi hun - i wish i was getting organsied for my wedding like you! xx

Capuru · Jul 23rd, 2008, 21:00 PM

Aww you ladies are sweet

Tansey it's ok you'll get to start planning soon and once you start you won't be able to stop,

Well at least that's how it's working out for me

Janene I loved the lion video you sent me on facebook I cried

and the hot guys video

well, they were just showing it all weren't they?

Last night I did an opk I had a line hopefully that means something good. At around 3am, this is way tmi, I was feeling a little hot(if you know what I mean

)but I wasn't really thinking about it and I suddenly felt like af was coming down cause it felt like it was streaming out and well I checked but it wasn't af it was a whole lot of watery cm so I woke OH up and Bded!

I'm covering all grounds this month,

Idk maybe I'll have an early ov, I hope I have an ov this month

I meant to take my temp this morning but I forgot and I didn't, I have to get back into the routine again. I'm so happy I'm feeling positive again!

I really don't like getting down.

Later on tonight we are going out on a double date hurray!!!!

We know them from high school and they are married she is 19 and I think he's 23. Here's a little history, OH and him were in the same grade I was 1 grade lower when OH was in 11th he went to Vocational and I went the following semester, they still kept in contact though. In their Senior year and my 11th year his friend met his now wife, she was in 9th and now we hang out on days off or if we get off of work early. On Friday she wants to go to the movies in the afternoon and then go to her house and make more plans for my wedding

well I guess that's my update for now^_^ Hope you ladies are doing well.

miel · Jul 23rd, 2008, 21:03 PM

you think "O" so early on your cycle Capuru?

Capuru · Jul 23rd, 2008, 22:52 PM

Well not this soon

for me cd14 is early, you know how your body starts to get in to the Ov mode days before actual Ov well I think it's starting to get into gear, lol. I had a short af this time thank the lord for that I was scared I was going to have another long one. I just hope I don't Ov to much earlier (if I do

) cause I want my little egg to have time to mature

I don't remember getting any signs of my body gearing up this early before. I should look at my FF and revisit my past cycles.

Capuru · Jul 23rd, 2008, 23:02 PM

Ack!! I gotta go and get ready for the double date I'll visit you ladies later.

Tanya · Jul 24th, 2008, 06:43 AM

hope you catch that eggie!!!

Capuru · Jul 29th, 2008, 03:42 AM

Thx Tanya

Hi,
Well I don't think I will be catching eggies anytime soon

stupid body once again not cooperating. Well the double date night went well but what happened after sucks cause we didn't get to bd I started spotting, My temps went up the next morning and a light flow started it went away by the end of the day and it was all clear the next day we bded at night and I started bleeding badly like all over the place, I was so angry

So bleeding started to go away and today it looked like it was practically gone then when I went to take a shower I was cleaning down there and out of no where I felt something in my hand

I freaked out and I looked it looks like a piece of flesh and I was hoping it was a blood clot or something but it isn't I don't know what it is, it's solid and I'm scared so scared that I'm calling off of work and going to the doctors tomorrow I'm really hoping that it's nothing. The worst part is that my opk was dark for only being "cd6" that's why I thought I might be ovulating early plush I had all the watery cm too

I don't know if I can trust my body anymore

Hope you all are doing good

NeyNey · Jul 29th, 2008, 03:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Capuru

Janene I loved the lion video you sent me on facebook I cried

and the hot guys video

well, they were just showing it all weren't they?

Actually the hot guys one was a mistake, I meant to send the lion and it sent the wrong one....

Don't worry - I bawled my eyes out too, it was a very touching video.

And honey I'm not sure what to say about your latest events. Have you experienced any cramping or anything like that? When exactly is/was AF due? - I do hope tomorrow brings you some answers. And we're always here for you - no matter what the outcome

Massive massive

for you sweetie

Capuru · Jul 29th, 2008, 23:03 PM

Well today was a horrible day so far. I tried to call off work to go to the doctors and the manager just got mad at me so I got upset because they never mind when someone else calls off, then I was told it was because the big people where in and he was stressed cause other people had called off too.

So no doctors took me because I have no insurance and they don't bill

I tried going to the clinic and they where closed, so I went into work cause he had told me I still had to go into work after seeing the doctors. When I got to work my friend had cleared the situation with the store manager (a female) so she was understanding, they let me go home early cause I was going to go to the emergency room but honestly I'm not going to get any answers out of them and I'm not gonna let it happen like last time that lady didn't even know what she was talking about.

So I took an opk and a test in the morning the opk is muuch lighter now and I had a barely visible line on the pregnancy test, usually I look so hard very hard hoping to see a line and I never see one so this time it was a little different. I don't know what to think of this whole situation. To make things worse OH's dad wants me to go to my job for them to pick out clothes so that I can buy it with my discount, I can not do that today first of all the big people are in, second of all, I tried to call off and left early because I wasn't doing good so how in the world am I going to go in later on and do all this shopping, they'll think I'm a lier!! So now he says he's not getting us the house

(By the way, I don't think I mentioned FIL was buying us a big house to go into cause it's to crowded in this one) That's not fair because this is something I just can't do right now. I told him I can go another day but my BIL keeps saying how angry he is cause I won't use my benefits for him! Also I'm supposed to go to my parents house cause my little sister made me some food I can't cancel that to go shopping for them, I'm not even allowed to do that in the job.

I hope this day ends better

Capuru · Jul 29th, 2008, 23:13 PM

Ney sorry I didn't answer your questions in the previous post,

First, what type of videos are you looking at to accidentally send me that one?

Second, I did have cramping right now my left side has a stabbing pain. Af showed up cd20 some days after the window but I didn't think much of it. I should have tested sooner then today cause now it's to late to know for sure and I should have suspected something since the opk was so dark for only being cd6.

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