EllaCruz

Ah its gone now. Am just diseased, tbh. Just, diseased. I might as well be put down like an old dog and I'm not even thirty!

Hee, POAS does seem rage-like, these days (shall be seeing piss sticks on National Geographic Magazine Cover shortly). I haven't got any sticks to piss on though so I can't even if I want to.

Currently on 14 DPO. Witch will be here on Monday. Uninvited, of course. If I had any actual symptoms I might actually feel hopeful but I don't, so I am just expecting her. Not with open arms, like, but I'd rather she get her visit over with!

Haha actually, I did piss on a stick. I got bored. I heard that OPK can be used as pregnancy tests as they recognise the right hormone.

Yesterday, pure white. Stark white. It is always stark white when I am not ovulating. Today, there was a second line, though it was not dark.

I am not going to bother again!

SwissMiss

Laura, I'm not sure you'll find this funny... but the hacker deleted the bit in your journal about af arriving...! wouldnt' that be so great if we could rEALLY do that!?!?!? No af, rather a bfp!!!...
anyway, have a
x

EllaCruz

Hee, oh, that is funny. Oh, God, wouldn't it just be great? Just, rewind, erase, not get AF at all.

I am really doing myself some damage coming here. I realise it makes me a horrific bitch but every time someone posts a picture of a positive pregnancy test I want to just delete it and pretend I never saw it!!!

Not sure what kind of a person this makes me.

miel

"I am really doing myself some damage coming here. I realise it makes me a horrific bitch but every time someone posts a picture of a positive pregnancy test I want to just delete it and pretend I never saw it!!!

Not sure what kind of a person this makes me.[/quote]"

i feel the same sometimes...hmmm... ok most of the time i just keep thinking why not me ? .
i do feel happy for the girl who get the bfp just feel very sorry for myself mostly...

miel

hey! just realize my AF are due on sunday or monday ...if we don't make it we will be cycle buddy for a next month...i least we can bitch about ourselves together!

Mervs Mum

I think it makes you totally honest.

EllaCruz

Ha yes, true. I got mine on Sunday morning. Typically, I was going to have a bit of a bonk for fun on Sunday morning and, what do you know, the witch turned up.

We can be cycle buddies a week out. My cycle is such a mess though. It can be anywhere from 26 to 34 days so I never know when the good witch bitch is coming. Sometimes she just shows up uninvited. Like the mother in law.

I am a jealous cow though. I cannot handle seeing all the BVPs when none of them are mine!!!!

EllaCruz

Well, I have always been that. Some people like it, some people do not. I try to be tactful. Which is why I shall reserve my horrific bitching to my diary.

I am happy for people, seriously I am, but sometimes I just want to drown them in a toilet bowl or something.

EllaCruz

Well, I have always been that. Some people like it, some people do not. I try to be tactful. Which is why I shall reserve my horrific bitching to my diary.

I am happy for people, seriously I am, but sometimes I just want to drown them in a toilet bowl or something.

babezone

It dont make u a bitch hun....i bet every 1 is lying if they say there not jelous good luck x x x