Thought id start a diary too, to help me keep a track of things,

Heres the story up until now .....

TTC with my previous partner of 5 years for around 2 years and nothing ... On my second cycle of TTC with my current partner (Carl) ... he's the one so fingers crossed i'll have better luck this time!!

DECEMBER 07
TTC CYCLE 2

06.12.07 - CD1
AF came this morning, boo had terrible cramps as usual

11.12.07
AF is all finished now. YAY lets get ready to BD

19.12.07
Starting do do lots of BD'ing now .... well more than usual lol. These last few days ive felt terrible. felt like i had a hangover every morning .... yet i hadnt had a drink? a little strange? felt sick and had headaches .... im fine at about 10/11.00am.

24.12.07 CD19
Having really bad cramps today ... dont want to feel bad on xmas day

26.12.07 CD21
No cramps on xmas day but their back again ... grrrr.

28.12.07
I really hate this waiting game .... the time is going so slowly this month ....
feeling sooo tired just want to go home and sleep. AF due around the 4th so not too long to go now

Good luck!. I have my fingers crossed for you.

29.12.07
Felt a little weird today had terrible headaches on and off and felt sooo sick for a few hours, typical we went out for a ride in the car, spent half the time thinking ... "pls dont puke in the car" LOL. tried to sleep it of but just couldnt shift it. Dont want to read into things maybe im just having and off day

30.12.07 CD24
Not long until i can test now ... seems like a million miles away!! I am seriously fighting the urge to test but its too early so itd be pointless ... but the angel and the devil in my head are at war today!! Woke up and felt a little wet and thought nooooooo the is here, ran to the loo and it wasnt phewwwww!! so thats another day closer i guess

31.12.07 CD25
Thought id put my last entry for 2007 ... had cramps on and off all day ... really hope AF isnt coming!! Had that strange sickiness and headaches for a few hours this evening too!! it came on whilst in the chinese waiting 4 my takeaway ... hence why im not out tonight just want to stay in and chill!! 5 days to go now .... please please pleeeeeeeeeeease dont show up AF!!

Awwww Holly - I really hope this is it for you and you get your BFP.
I didn't go out for NYE either....I didn't want to be around all the smoke and be tempted to have one too many drinks

I'll be watching here for your result!!

01.01.08 CD26
First day of a new year .... and only four days to go ... im debating today whether to test with CB or to wait these last 4 days? Ive made it this far!! GOD i sound like im hauling myself up the highest mountain or something mega like that, not just waiting for a possible BFP. Had slight cramps today but nothing compared to what i normally get when is coming. Now more inportantly do i test early or hold it out until the weekend? eeeek

I would hold off and dont get ur hopes up to much i hope its a bfp thou fingers crossed

It's best to hold off as long as possible - it saves you being let down if it is a false bfp - let those hormones build up inside you first sweetie so you get the best accuracy you can!!

Best of luck

03.01.08 CD 28
Not long to go now ... only a couple of days, im not feeling over optimistic though had cramps on & off all day, ive got a funny feeling AF is coming which is not good, but its not the end of the world. Ive decided to adopt the saying "expect the worst then anything else is a bonus". Obviously is love a BFP this month but if its meant to be it will be .... oooh look at me being all thoughtful today