did a test...bfn! so just waiting for

to arrive, ive had some mild cramps.
Just a bit pissed off today this month ive:
Read 2 fertility books
Taking single vit supplement in re. to one of the books (oh has aswell)
Taking agnus castus, evening primrose oil and 75mg aspirin (which i had to stop due to eye drops ive been prescribed)
Started acupuncture 3 weeks ago and chinese herbs
Changed my dietnabout 6 weeks ago no caffeine except for some green tea, organic foods, nuts , grains, all homecooked meals, 5 fruit and veg 2-3 portions of fish
BD twice on ovulation day
Stopped using my electric blanket
Filtered all water
Tried not to eat foods with e numbers etc
No desserts
And no bfp! i know it takes about 3 months for the sperm etc to improve but you know could i not just have got a bfp for effort!! I mean how bloody hard does it have to be!? We all desperatley want a child or another child and we have to go through so much worry, disappointment and heartache!!
Sorry im just very emotional today (bad pms)

