Hi everyone.

Thought I'd give the journal thing a try as hubby is working late and I'm on my lonesome!

Feeling different about this month, not sure why... probably just because I really want a BFP for Christmas like everyone else!!

Wow these smilies are addictive.... I'm 9 days away from testing and ALREADY getting the urge to test (don't worry, I won't! lol) Been round to visit my friend who is pregnant today, told her that we were trying now and she acted as if she already knew... is it that obvious?! Only hubby and I know and my B&B friends!!!?

Occasional waves of nausea and *slightly* tender BB's and extra appetite but thats it so far, I sometimes wonder if some of my "symptoms" are my mind just making them up! Also when I walk past one of my colleagues office's the smell makes me feel sick (mind you, it's always made me hold my breath - it smells like he's been sat in there all day and eaten a really stinky sandwich with the heating blasting all day... LMAO does that make any sense?!)

Anyway it's really cold and it's my staff do tomorrow night so I'm off to St Tropez myself up so I don't look like a ghost in my dress (I think I'll nab my hubby as he comes through the door to tan my back for me - I can never quite reach!!) Anyway I'm prob the only person reading but hey it's taken up ten minutes or so!! x x

Thought the link to my chart might be a good idea

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1ce87c

Wishing you all the best and lots of babydust thrown your way. Have a great xmas party tomorrow and stay positive for your BFP xXx

Thank you NikkiNooNoo!!!! I will do!

Looked at your chart and it's looking good. GL getting your Christmas BFP!

I know I always read the journals...I just don't always post on here...I guess I should. It lets people know others are reading...

I'm sending you lots of !

Yippeee that was LOADS of Baby Dust Thank you!!! Looked at your chart on the stalker thread... is that an implantation dip perhaps? - it's about the right dpo! for you too hun x x

It's either an implantation dip - like the one I had last month! or it's because I had a rough weekend last weekend...didn't sleep at all! We'll see what happens this weekend...

"the one you had last month" didn't go below the coverline Mrs!!!!!

yes, actually it did...I think...I have no idea what I am saying I am so tired. I have hit a brick wall. My brain is tired.

lol, don't worry hun I get like that sometimes... actually no, all the time. I'm feeling really teary tonight little things like I'm day off today and my hubby is training for his new job just over an hours drive away and he's supposed to finish at 9pm but he's STILL there and will be for another half an hour before he even leaves and I'm the one who's upset when he's the poor one working!!! I've got two weeks of this so watch out I'm a crazy fool!!!!

Sorry to hear that your DH is away working, I know that's hard.

I'm just brain dead today, and then I just got into this stupid thing with some clients I am working with that is sooo stupid and totally their fault, but you can't come out and tell them that they're idiots....and then my stomach started to get wonky again..ugh. I'll stop highjacking your journal now!