Awww I bet that is so frustrating for you. I'm gonna have a read on your thing in general chatter now................

Well, it's seven days until testing now and I had a major urge to POAS this morning, even got a cheapie test out of the cupboard but no!!!!! I resisted. Feel really ill this morning and my hubby keeps saying "you must be pregnant" the smell off coffee this morning made me urge and I'm hungry but then after I've eaten anything I feel sick. I'm not reading into any signs as it could just be me getting my hopes up! Staff do was OK by the way! x x

11 DPO my temp dropped yesterday and some spotting so I guess AF is on her way Nooo!!! Back up today but who knows!!! Only got two cheapie tests so I'm still trying not to test early ( I really want to tho!!!!) ha ha x x Still got tender Bb's and got some twinges and cramps also still on't want coffee but thats very random indeed. lol x x

Hubby is away on business tonight so I thought I'd pass the time by doing some journal. Feeling positive then really negative about TTC this month. It seems to come in waves. Right now I'm fairly positive. We did everything we could to get pg this month so there's no major reason we wouldn't get pg this month but on the other hand I've never POAS and got a positive in my life so to imagine getting one is just too weird!!! I don't even know what I would do!!!! Ha ha.

I've got a few urges in the last couple of days to test but I'm too scared incase it's a BFN. I'm only 4 days away until testing. I've got my bad complexion like I normally get a few days before AF and a few cramps so it's looking like that bloody witch is gonna gatecrash my party The only things that are keeping my hopes alive and my tender Bb's, nausea - late at night and my aversion to coffee, which is currently making me feel very nauseous indeed and my cramps feel different than normal... I know it's still too early for proper symptoms but I guess I'm just reading into these signs a bit too much.

I feel like I've got to relax a bit...I'm finding myself squinting, trying to read the thermometer with my mobile phone light every morning now to see if my temperature is staying high, cuz if it drops I'll be 100% af is coming and 200% gutted!!! Booo we hate AF Booo!!!!

Anyway, I'll stop boring ya x x

trust me, not boring at all!

Keep thinking positive - it's going to happen to you! You're going to look and see 2 lines very soon. (Though I'm with you, I have no idea how I'll react to seeing 2 lines...it will be kinda surreal!)
Hope those temps stay up!

Awww thank you honey, that message has really cheered me up!!!!! lol

I'm glad you got what I meant about never seeing two lines... surreal is the exact word I was looking for - we'd prob think our eyes were going funny before we thought it was a positive!!!!

P.S On your journal about the odd period before you get pg. I hope that is true too cuz I had an unusually short af this cycle...... thanks for making me feel more positive honey, I've hardly been trying long and I'm getting too neg too soon so thanks for getting me back on track!!!

P.P.S I've ordered some baby dust to be delivered to you 14th Jan as I reckon it could be THE month!!! he he

Ok, that's too funny! Didn't realize it was going to be quite that perfect...

ROFLMAO that naughty smiley is getting a right eyeful there!!!!! LOL I can't stop laughing....

Yeah I hope it's both our months too honey!!! Yay yay yay!!!!

haahahahahahahaha (still laughing.....)

I posted something along these lines on the main forum too, I woke up this morning (14 dpo) to a temperature drop and really bad period pains so I'm pretty sure she's coming to get me today

DH excitedly asked me what my temperature was this morning and I burst out crying he was really sweet and said so many reassuring things but I just feel like there is no point in testing now. I already had what I thought was an implantation dip and spotting at 9dpo so it's not that.

I'm just really gutted, I thought it was gonna be our lucky month and I wanted to be able to tell my hubby that we were expecting but I've never heard of a temperature drop and painful cramps and a BFP!!!!

Thanks for reading anyway... x x