superp123

Just noticed your journal up and running again. Good to have you back hun and glad to hear that your little break did you good.
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SwissMiss

Hiya Trix!!

Hey that sounds majorly positive!! How long is hubby away for? wouldnt it be just fab to be able to present him with a bfp when he gets home?!?
Im sorry you're feeling numb honey... I do actually know what you mean. The TWW usually helped me with that feeling though
Have some more sweets!!!
xxx

tansey

HI hun, glad you got some BDing in before OH went. Sounds like you did all poss - so fingers crossed that this is it for you! God luck in the 2ww hun xx

Tishimouse

'comfortably numb' ... yep I know what you mean and that just about sums it up for me as well. I'm doing the AC thing too and took EPO leading up to ovulation.

It is good to see you back and your mood has definitely changed. Your hibernation therapy seems to have worked. Change is good ... change brings change ... let's hope it brings babies.

Lots of love

TrixieLox

CD20 - wow, I really haven't been updating this journal much and it goes to prove how my attitude has changed. I'm just getting on with my life and TTCing isn't the most important thing anymore, which I guess is healthy?

I dreamt I got AF the other night. That's usually a sign I'll get her (though still 10 days till she's due). Ha ha, I sound like a right weirdo, saying my dreams are a sign but hey! I've been dreaming about babies too, but sadly, always other people's babies who I 'adopt'. Maybe this is a sign of a future adoption? Not being dramatic, I mean it's only been 10-11 month of trying but hey, just a thought.

Anyway, all-in-all, the numbness continues and also don't feel pregnant. Though I do feel utterly rubbish so think am gonna get flu / a cold. My mum's feeling naff too and loads of people are off sick at work so bet I get ill too. Trying not to think it might be a symptom cos am fed up of thinking things r symptoms. I'm not a newbie anymore! I need to realise not everything is a symptom!

Noticed EWCM this weekend - loads of it. I've said this a zillion times before and I'll say it again: I simply must make sure we BD later on in my cycle (not happening with hubby on hols but must next month). We always seem to slack off in the second half of my cycle and this might be a problem. So next month, please give me a big kick up the butt if I don't report mucho BDing on CDs 18-22!!!

x

PS. Saw The Duchess today, really good. Few TTC themes in there but more about her husband's desire for her to conceive an heir and her troubles with this. Couldn't help but think 'at least you can get bloody pregnant, love!'

Lazy Leo

Hey hun, it's good to see you posting and sounding positive / rational. I think it's so easy to get stuck in the world of ttc and let it take over everything. It sounds like you've changed your outlook and I really hope that brings a change in fortune too. And you don't sound wierd for saying that you think your dreams predict but remember if you speak them out loud they don't come true so AF is definately going to stay away!!! Tell your other half to have some sangria for you as you won't be having any for a while!!!

TrixieLox

CD22 - usual pre-AF symptoms for me: copious CM at CD22. Bluh. O well.

Anyways, J-Lo did an interview with a mag and in it, she said it took her three years to conceive. I know this gives some people hope but to me, this is awful. The thought of it taking this long sends me into spasms! I know I;'chilled about this all but three years? My god! x

miel

and she got twins no? she probably did some fertility treatment as well ...don't you think...feel the same way as you depressing all this time ...i admire womens who go through that...

TrixieLox

She denies they have 'help' which makes me laugh - HOW many Hollywood women have had twins and denied help? They're such liars! It's against the law of averages!!!

Lazy Leo

lol! So true!