Michy

I really hope this is the month for you hun xx

Samo

i hope stays away tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She needs a vacation!! I see so many of us girls are in the final few days of this cycle, i hope to see many BFPs pop up...including yours Trixie!! Come on BFP!!!!

Rumpskin

free zone - Stay away from Trixie xxx

TrixieLox

CD28 - Had brown CM this morning. No point kidding myself, AF is on her way. I haven't 'felt' PG this month and got the usual AF symptoms at just the time I usually get them. It's too late to be implantation bleeding. I am not pregnant. There.

It's been 4 months since we've been trying properly, 6 months since we stopped using contraception, 9 since I came off the pill. I'm surprised I haven't fallen PG yet. Really surprised. And gutted. And embarrassed cos all my family fall PG straight away. Apart from me. Did I leave it too late, now that I'm 30?

Anyway, I only have 2-3 months left of trying this year cos my bro's wedding next June and can't be PG / have a newborn for that.

I feel overweight and unhealthy and depressed. This has taken over my life, like some sort of obsession with a lover. I've let everything go apart from my desire to conceive and it's really sad.

x

Michy

I really feel every single thing you are saying honey.

I feel so confused and frustrated that it hasn't happened for me too, I thought it would be so much easier than this.xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lazy Leo

Hey Trixie, I know exactly what you mean. I think most of us probably do and you know as well as we do, ts not our fault, its not because you left it, and its nothing to be embarrassed about. There are a lot of us here in the same boat. I really feel everything you say. I read your post to my hubby and he thought it was mine - because that's what I was saying last week when my period came....and just before I went online to buy Paul McKenna's 'I can make you thin'...... because I feel its all my fault too.

It's not Trixie. Hang on in there, you'll have your beautiful baby one day. And you'll cherish him or her even more because of the wait.

Rumpskin

I agree with Nic. Come on Trixie, there are so many ladies wanting the same (me included). We must all stay positive because we will get there in the end xx

TrixieLox

Girls, you are all so so so so sweet and encouraging!!! x

miel

don't get discourage ...you will have a beautiful baby i know everytime i get a AF i feel like crap but as soon as she is gone i am positive again hang in there sweetie you will get PG !

SpecialGift89

Please try not to get down, it will happen soon and it will probably happen when you least expect it. I completely understand the hurt you are going through with this wait for a baby. Like Nic said it will feel so much more special when it does happen because of what you had to go through to get there. I wish you all the luck and baby dust.