hope she stays awaaaaay!!!!

Still no witch ... I keep telling myself 'I'm only a day late' but the fact is, I get heavy brown CM for 2-3 days b4 AF comes full flow. Last month, I got the heavy brown CM on the Wedn. It's Sat now and all I've had is teensy bit of brown mixed with normal CM 2-3 times. Minimal. Hardly anthing if I hadn't examined it (tmi!). When I thought I was late in Dec, I wasn't really cos I wasn't aware then that CD1 is when full flow starts. This is the first time since the first crazy month of coming off the pill (when most people are late) that I've been late in, like, forever.

My bbs are HUGE! I keep burping and I fell asleep at 8 today.

I hope it's a good sign. Gonna take CB Digital tomorrow morning. If it's just witch playing with me, I'll be so annoyed. x

Oh Trix, she is toying with you isn't she? Its so annoying. I hope you get an answer one way or another soon xxx

I was naughty and gave in and did a test just now (10am on Sunday, 2 days late) - BFN. Used a CB 'pregnant' and 'not pregnant' one, was pretty damn clear when it said 'not pregnant'. These CB ones are pretty accurate so 2 BFNs (1 CB today, 1 Tesco on Fri) don't bode well, as far as I'm concerned. Am gonna try not to think about it and expect AF to turn up. If the witch doesn't come by Wedn, will test again.

I spotted a bit last night then nothing allllll night then a bit this morning. When I check internally, is a bit of brown stuff.

Am exhausted, woke up real early today cos couldn't stop thinking about it so need to go back to sleep. This is so stressful. I'll be gutted if AF arrives late, is never this late so it'll be just so so so mean of the witch. And it'll mean my cycles are unpredictable all of a sudden. I guess it'll make me more cynical in future so next time I'm late, I'll wait a week b4 testing. x

I could have written the exact same words as your last post. I have used all the same tests, cheapies, Tesco's, one CB digital (I'm not wasting any more of these yet) and still no clue as to what's happening.

I've passed through a stage of exhaustion but have now convinced myself that it was stress causing me to feel so tired and lifeless.

Here's thinking of you and wishing you 'peace of mind' ... which is a great thing and not many of us have this on this forum.

Still NO AF and I think the spotting’s stopped. I now feel quite PG but is it psychological? Last night, I felt like I had a sugar crash. Felt exhausted and shakey. My bbs also are now officially the biggest they’ve ever been and I’m in pain with them. The veins are popping out like non-one’s business. My clothes are super-tight this am.I feel bloated.

But these could also be signs of AF on her away – albeit bloody late, the witch! But now I really feeeeeeeel PG, it’ll be hard if she does come.

Anyway, gonna test with a Boots cheapies tomorrow and Wedn, then the CB on Thurs. If still no AF by Fri, I’ll go to the drs. I know gals on here have long and unpredictable cycles but mine are always no more 28 days from ‘real flow’ to ‘real flow’. This is highly unusual. (hmmm, can you tell I’m trying to control my feelings in case AF does arrive?) x

I didn't realise u were going thru the same hon, haven't been too great at checking journals lately. I'll go ceck your journal out now. Have u not been to the drs? If still no AF on Friday, I'm going to the drs, negative or positive test! But then I am rarely late like this and have all these symptoms now. x

Oh Trixie, I hope hope hope she stays away!!!!!!! Its so unfair that AF and pg symptoms are so alike!!! Its enough to drive us all 'round the bend! Just wanted to sprinkle a little and wish you well hun! The symptoms do sound good!

Thanks honey. I'm so busy at work, supposed to be writing an article but all this KnickerWatching and Baby and Bump stalking is making it difficult to get stuff done. I just started spotting again and more than in previous days, maybe the Witch is on her way ... noooooooooooooooooooooooo! No cramping though and my bbs, my god they hurt! But then I think they were like this in Dec too. Was planning to go to Tesco at lunch and stock up on more than usual eggs, milk and OJ but maybe I needn't bother! Am in a catch-22 situation as if I get AF, I wanna lose a bit of weight this cycle (not much, a few pounds) but extra milk, cheese etc ain't gonna help with that.

Come on , I'm ready for yeh! Let's start this fight!

I really hope the stays away!