Hey eveyrone,

Im Pearl and I am married. My husband and I really want to have a baby, this is our first time trying and although it seems exciting i think theres more of an element of stress through having to wait and then try, being disappointed etc. But then of course i suppose it all pays off in the end when you are pregnant, and i hope it is now !!

We didnt get any ovultion tests etc because that'd be too stressful as ive seen, in terms of trying to pinpoint when the time is there. We think and hope that nature will take care of this. I mean, we did work out in between which days i'd ovulate but then instead of pinpointing just one or two days to BD i think it'd give more a chance if we BD'd throughout all of those days that are possibilities of ovulating because the sperm can live in a womans body for up to 6 days!

We got a box of 2 pregnancy tests (1st response) which apparently you can take 4 days befoe AF is due however its not always accuarate for obvious reasons...

Now those two tests are no longer available to use in our home (lol) despite the fact that my AF is due tomorrow..i'll explain further in the next post i make.

25th Oct was the first day of the last time i saw AF.

And According to the ovulation calculator, between the 3rd nov and 8th nov was the time in which ovulation could have been. Between those days we BD'ed everyday, some days we BD'ed twice. After that we had a 'break' of i think 3 days.Im wondering whether in those 3 days (after the 8th) if there may have still been a possibility that i ovulated then, because now, AF is due to come tomorrow, and i've been having period pains since 2 days ago. I dont want to see her, i dont want her to come

As for the pregnancy test, i took one last week thursday which was way too early but i thought that it may just work i got a BFN !

And then today i created a ticker for ovulation and the day i can test, and it said today i could test though AF is due tomorrow...Anyway i took it and it was a BFN

I dont know whether i should take this as a final result...really i feel like theres a maybe because ive been feeling tired, have tender boobs, been having head aches and been having twinges (which i usually get at ovulation time but its been continuing until today) but the only thing is i also got period pains and a BFN so thats a no i guess

I'll just wait and see ... If AF is gonna come, why dont she hurry up and come to stop all this worry (i dont want to see her) !

I feel sad.

No sign of AF yet and its 13:55 !
Im hoping hoping hoping !!!

I've been getting period pains and now i just have a sensation around that area.hmm.

Im not going to get any more pregnancy test, im just going to get on , try to keep busy and then if AF still doesnt arrive within few days then i will.

I hope this is it, i hope im pregnant !

Oh and I was reading some reviews of using the first response HPT, not so accurate according to a lot of people, but i'll check out what they say about it on this site. I think clearblue seems to be the best one ?!

AF did come yesterday unfortunately ... so all my 'symptoms' must be psychological, must be my mind telling me i want them.

This is my first time, but oh dear how it brings me down. It makes me feel like im not capable of getting pregnant Oh i hope i am able to !

I think i might just try the ovulations tests, gotta search into that ... oh why is it that the one who want to be pregnant are finding it hard and then there are these people getting pregnant who dont even want their children *sigh*

oh.. i'm sorry that she got u....

yup.. i'm also thinking the same.. why there's so many people pout there who pregnant and not even want the children..

Let's us pray for the BFP as our X'mas present.....

A sprinkle of for your TTC journey.

i am sorry hun wishing you all the luck for next month

Aw thank you all !

The start of this cycle has been weird, its been different...My periods are usually 6-7 days long and this time it was 3/4 days and the start didnt feel much pain and then i got the worse period pain ever, then it passed. (after taking a pain killer)...and it was just different, im wondering whether it could have been a very early miscarriage, hmm.

I ordered 10 OPKs yesterday from the internet.
I hope they come ASAP as im on CD 9 (I didnt even realise) !

i dint really use the OPKs...only once when it was neg.

i feel so crappy ... i know im not pregnant ... my AF is due on 16th bu i just know im not, got period pains and just feeling so crap.

i prob cant have babies sigh !