TTC Journals

NeyNey · Apr 18th, 2008, 03:14 AM

Lol, I saw that positive and my heart jumped!!

YAY!!! Good luck sweetie

Capuru · Apr 18th, 2008, 07:00 AM

Dropping off a pool full of

I know us TTC girls are always obsessing starting at 1dpo!

Tiffers · Apr 21st, 2008, 20:51 PM

Monday April 21, 2008, CD 27, 8DPO.

Well, I just took a walk down memory lane and looked at my pregnancy journal from stat to finish.. I was mostly looking for my posts from 8DPO in the past to compare to today, but I ended up reading through it.

I shed a few tears when it came to my miscarriage. The other night I dreamed that I had a baby and I could smell her and feel her and I could even see her beautiful blue eyes (they looked just like my husbands) and I woke up feeling so dissapointed that it was not truth. Sometimes this TTC is hard.

On the bright side though.. I am 8DPO which makes me only have 5 days left till I can test!!! The only thing is I am not having any symptoms this month at all and it seems like my CM has dried up and there is not much of anything happening. I am trying to continue to think positive though!! I hope his is my month!

avistar · Apr 22nd, 2008, 00:07 AM

Lots of

for you!!! Your testing very soon and I really do hope that you get that bfp!!!

and

Tiffers · Apr 22nd, 2008, 20:12 PM

Well... I tested this morning because I just couldn't help it and I had read about so many people getting early +++, BUT mine was negative.

I know it is still early, but I was seriously hoping for it to be ++!! I am having lower left sided pelvic cramps which I have had now for a few days, but today they are getting stronger. I am also feeling a little queesy and tired, and my nipples are slightly sore to touch. I really hope that this is my month!! I will not test again until I am at least 1 day before AF is to show...I will not test I will not test I will not test...

NeyNey · Apr 23rd, 2008, 05:15 AM

Missy you need to hide those sticks!!

Hang in there darlin

Not long now....

Capuru · Apr 24th, 2008, 16:45 PM

Hope you get that BFP, I have dreams too where I have a baby and it's sooooo great and I get so sad when I wake up and the baby isn't there

I think that's really the hardest part of TTC when you have those dreams and it feels so real and so great to then just wake up to the same things around you and no baby. Honestly that's when I feel the most hurt cause in the dream I feel how real it can be to have my baby in my arms and then wake up empty handed ugh.....but still at least we can experience it in dreams I still appreciate the dream when I think about it, it's just in the moment of waking that I get sad. Sorry taking over here that part just really got me....Hope you get your BFP and your dream becomes a reality

Tiffers · Apr 26th, 2008, 07:29 AM

AF got me.

NeyNey · Apr 26th, 2008, 07:59 AM

I'm sorry darlin

Capuru · Apr 26th, 2008, 08:02 AM

That mean little

I'll beat her up for you

I'm gonna leave you some baby dust for May

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