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suzan · Sep 30th, 2007, 07:31 AM

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Originally Posted by suzan

So we didn't do it(Yesterday).
I mean, the whole plan said to start BD on 8CD every other day, so it was like this:

First day of last period: Sept 12
8CD: Sept 19 - We BD
10 CD: Sept 21 - We BD
12 CD: Sept 23, We BD
14 CD: Sept 25 - We BD and also OPK was POSITIVE
15 CD: Sept 26 - We BD as yesterday OPK was positive
16 CD: Sept 27 - WE didnt BD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we were so tired, and I am sad we didnt. The plan said we have to

17 CD: Sept 28, we will BD

So this is what has happened till now. Do you think I have a possibility of conceiving after doing all this? Wow, we did BD a lot!! :hehe: What do you guys think?

Will keep updating this later on.

Cheers!

Update is done in Bold

First day of last period: Sept 12
8CD: Sept 19 - We BD
10 CD: Sept 21 - We BD
12 CD: Sept 23, We BD
14 CD: Sept 25 - We BD and also OPK was POSITIVE
15 CD: Sept 26 - We BD as yesterday OPK was positive
16 CD: Sept 27 - WE didnt BD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we were so tired, and I am sad we didnt. The plan said we have to

17 CD: Sept 28, we BDed!
18 CD: Sept 29 Joined the 2WW list!
Now I am joining the 2WW. I will try my best not to think about it

Good luck to me

Soontobe · Sep 30th, 2007, 15:10 PM

oh my that song is so touching...

suzan · Oct 1st, 2007, 17:42 PM

I am here again...
Today is 20CD, having left almost less than 5 hours for 21CD. I can feel that my boobs are lightly sore. I am not putting in my head that it's a preg sign at all. I am been feeling fatigue a lot, and also it's not in the list of preg symptoms. I just dont wana say "maybe it's a sign" when it could be something else like stress from work, stress from TTC, sleepless, and all this facts going on right now.

I will keep tracking what is happening to me, though it can be normal, but since it's a journal it's great to put whatever is that I feel in the 2ww.

See you all

suzan · Oct 2nd, 2007, 19:14 PM

As most of u know. I had d&c done on July 1st.
Got normal period on August 15 and then Sept 12. My cycle days are 28 as always have been.

In August, just when I entered in the 2ww my boobs were hurting like crazy. I was like "could i be preg"? Then NO! I wasn't

This month its not like that. I am due to see AF (hope not) on October 10 and my boobs are not hurting at all. That would make it a week left for it.

What's happening?
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Another thing happened today. My friend's daughter is at the hospital. I went to give her a visit and told her that i felt my temp was kindda high. I seriously felt that my skin was hot. I took the thermometer and put it under my tongue. When it beeped, I checked it and it was:

37.8 degrees Celsius = 100.04 degrees Fahrenheit

She said that it was no big deal..she thought I was thkning I was having fever! I didnt tell here about our TTC.

What do u guys see?

poppy · Oct 2nd, 2007, 19:57 PM

Hey Suzan! Your signs do seem promising - and you have stuck to the plan as well. So good luck with getting your BFP

I have just bought some Clearblue Ovulation predictor thingies - do you think they are worth the price? I won't be able to use them till the weekend!

suzan · Oct 5th, 2007, 00:05 AM

Today is 23CD of my cycles of 28 days.
I am driving myself nuts. I did the mistake of testing at 7DPO and got a BFN!
Today is 9DPO but still 3am I just can't sleep.

I wont test anymore until my AF (witch witch witch!) is missed! Hope it goes away!

I am stressing now that the day is coming near. I have been waiting for the BFP since I miscarried last July

Anyway, I wont rely on crazy symptoms my body is going thru. They might be from other factors.. brain is so strong that takes over our bodies..

I have the HPT ready to be used. I just want it to get over and see a BFP because I swear I think I will fall from depression. The fact of getting pregnant soon is stressing me around. Words are easy, but what I feel is so strong that no one can understand it... I want to be a mom soon.

Let's see what happens.. thank God weekend is comin.. I can distract myself a bit... I will update on anything now..

Definetly will test maybe on Wednesday Oct 10th or Thursday 11th
I am so affraid of testing before even 1 day. But it will be the same specially if I see AF comin

Good luck to me. I need it.

Whirlygirl · Oct 6th, 2007, 11:42 AM

I think our cycles ar virtually identical. I ov'd on 26th and am 10dpo today and due on 10th Oct.

I got a BFN today but I'm still keeping my fingers crossed that it might have just been a bit too early - got them crossed that you get a BFP this month,

H xx

suzan · Oct 9th, 2007, 17:42 PM

So.. I got my period.. The thing is that everything is weird. It feels like I am having my period.. leg pain.. bloated belly.. and etc.. but I have been spotting brown discharge for 2 days.. I mean, AF just show up!!!!!!! I wana have a baby! so come on! show up!

Anyway, I will see what will happen. I will give it a couple of more days and if its still the same, then I will seek professional help!

I was thinking about what I should be doing starting from this month.. I am summarizing everthing below:

Relax and stop thinking much about the whole ttc thing
Starting eating more healthy
Exercise after work for a couple of hours
Get to the grocery store and get some healthy snacks coz I snack a lot
Stop charting.. yep!
Dont test for ovulation this moth
I will only calculate when is my most fertile week for my info.
Dont pressure my husband about making love
Make a romantic environment and have fun together when ttcing :hehe:
Get out with friends more often
Do more activities with hubby
Cook more often! I have been think of trying a cupcake recipe I have.. It can entertain me!
Dont read articles about "how to get pregnant"
Dont think about the miscarriage I had and dont calculate how many week I would be if I didnt miscarry
Pray and ask God to help us.
Change my look.. I have been thinking of changing the color of my hair.. what a better opportunity that this?

Call me crazy.. but I can do this.. I will think positive.. .. ask me.. does my baby deserves doing all this? my baby deserves more, and that's why this is nothing.

I will always think positively.. I will try hard.. I will get committed.. I told my husband about it and he gave me his full support.. now it's me.. I am ready..

Good luck suzan

suzan · Oct 16th, 2007, 12:32 PM

Today is 7CD. So time is passing...
I already know when is my most fertile week and what is my expected ovulation date. I wont test for ovulation at all neither will baby dance like crazy, but most probably try to make it possible every other day on my most fertile week.

Today I am heading to the mall and get some nice candles and something nice to wear the whole week

It can help hubby do the rest though baby dancing makes me more tired than it makes him. So I will do this, and he will do the rest.

I am heading today to exercise for 2 hours and do this everyday. I will try my best to do this everyday as depression from my miscarriage made me gain some weight and would like to take it off hopefully before conceiving. Wont stress about weight and wont work hard but will eat more healthy and keep me busy for 2 hours a day.

Let's see what happens. Other than this I wont write a thing about when we baby danced, when will I test coz I wont test until AF is due!
I think this will be great as it will free me from stress a bit! and enjoy a great time with hubby!

See u later!

suzan · Oct 18th, 2007, 00:03 AM

Today is 8CD

Nothing new.. was just having quality time with hubby.. We had lunch and went for a coffee together at Starbucks.. did I mention I love that place? yumii

Ahh, just something happened. As I mentioned previously, I wont test for ovulation, neither charting, and nothing at all! I havent even taken my temperature since we started ttc. But I dont know what happened today and when I saw a pharmacy I told my husband I wanted to get something.. guess what I was about to buy? a thermometer! My hubby was like "what do u wana get" I was like "a thermometer!" Then he was like "what for?" Then I told him "never mind, I dont really need it"

I left!! I promised myself I will not do a thing and there it is, didnt get it bec it will automatically frustrate me and make me stressed!
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Anyway, next week is my week, it will be lovely! I am speding time working out at the gym and will probably schedule lunch times and a day out with friends just to pass time!

Anyway, will keep posting how my days go without emphasizing on ttc things much! or else I will get nuts!

Till then

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