Thanks girls
Well here we go again!!! Not giving up & was really pleased to hear OH say he doesn't want to give up either esspecially as hes thought it before!
I think & hope hes starting to see my way now & have breifly spoke about going private & he knows I want the NK cells test which is £800 a lot of money if I don't have this problem but worth while to find out if I do esspecially if it means I can get help! Case anyone doesn't know NK cells are killer cells that may attack a pregnancy as a foreign body - Great if you have cancer etc but not great if your trying for a baby!
I thought I had some bleeding very very slightly yesterday morning before my U/S but ya know me been panicing anyway but by the evening my CM was strong & this morning I'm bleeding & in a little pain! I'm 'OK' best thing is I did not torture myself with testing every 2 days & my bank had a break
Maybe such a high boost in hCG will help :wink: No idea where this leaves me in my cycle at all so I'll have to hold on tight & no idea how long my levels will take to decrease so theres no testing again wouldn't even be able to use OPKs but thanks to Bexxie who sent me lots of tests when I stop bleeding I can keep an eye out on how strong the tests are every couple of days or maybe I'll just leave it! My levels will be through the roof the nurse said!
I walked out & they haven't even rang us - Madness! I just couldn't breathe the way they have been over time as well I just couldn't be bothered I just wanted to come home & have a cuddle & get my head together!
Ramble over - ~ I'm back
