Hi Girls,
I know I am pregnant, and maybe shouldnt be looking in this forum, but it has taken me 2-3 years to get here and just thought Id share my journey with you all, if you didnt mind?
Ok, well, I was on the depo injection from the age of 18-19 1/2, completley stopped my periods, it took me nearly 9 months to get them back, then they started getting a bit regular, something between every 20-23 days, so I was trying with my partner, and nothing... for a whole year we were trying, this is while waiting for period and while i got my period back... then we broke up, and so I went back on the pill, I was only 20 and wanted to go on holidays etc and wanted to stop my period on holidays, plus as i thought i wouldnt find a man so soon i didnt want to try and get pregnant again, espically after 2 years of constant trying and feeling the heart break, once i was 2 weeks late and was so, so excited.... until the big fat

came and got me

That was a about a year ago.
Then I stopped the pill early June 2008, because I fell in love, we decided on trying for a family, because we planned to get married and were i was so sure i couldnt concieve naturally i wanted to start fertility treatment so my body should be ready to try for a baby once we had our wedding.
I started taking Agnus Cactus, Vit b6, Omega 3 and Vit C on a daily basis, this was in July, my parter also started taking Vit C on a daily basis, we also looked in to him taking Goats Weed Vitamin, its to help with spearm count, anyway Sept comes and I was so sure i was pregnant, until one evening he took me out to a nice restuarant to help me relax and not think about things, but as i went to the toilet, there she was

I sat in the bathroom for what seemed forever crying, i really thought this was it


Then I had my last period in Sept... finished on the 28th... now for the last 4 months my periods had been so irregular, i had one every 23,20,18,18 days, i started going to the doctors and was being tested to see if i was ovulating or not, obviosuly the doctor assumed i wasnt either because my periods were so irregular... But then after 23 days (my longest ever cycle since having periods) well 23 days came and went, i then started feeling sick and having very sore boobs, I took a test on monday morning, first responce, but remember seeing a double line after 5 min but it was very, very faint, and were i was totally convinved there was NO WAY i could be pregnant, i ignored it and chucked it in the bin, then came the following sat and still no period, so i took a test, and there it was, my

So keep hope girls, I know how hard and heart breaking it can be, but trust me, you will get there.
Then once you are, you dont stop worrying! I am such a worry pot that i have already had 3 scans on the NHS and 1 private!
My 12 week scan is on the 22nd, so fingers crossed all is still well.
Good luck to you all, and i really hope that i have just given hope and excitment, rather then come and interupted or upset anyone.
Any questions you want to ask, please do

xxxxx