Hey Girls,
This time its for real.
Am feeling the burn after my ultrasound today (wel yesterday now lol!)
They couldn't see anything at all on my overies or my uterus to explain my inability to keep hold of a pregnancy. Or why it takes so much to conceive.
I was kind of hoping for something to be visible at least then i'd have some answers, instead of feeling like my body is fucking up with no actual explination.
I am going to stop TTC from now... no more, i just can't take it.
Its not doing my health (esp my mental health) any good at all. I need to get me better first before I try and do anything else I think (the doctor also said this last week when i saw her)
I will probably still be flitting around, but no-where near as much as I do at the moment. And to let you guys know I have PM'd Wobbles asking for my Moderator to be taken off me as I won't be around enough to warrant being a mod (save you asking her questions)
I hope that when I come on and check what you're all doing that you've all got sticky BFP's, every single one of you, cos you're all fantastic people and you all deserve them so so much!
Well hun I'm a little stuck right now for words but couldn't ignore your feelings ....
I know that no bad news is good news but no news leaves a big BLANK spot! Many times I've cried & told OH if I just knew why or what I could deal with it better ....
xx
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