Thank you so much for all you kind words, think I forgot to say other thing I have is dull ache in bottom of my back on and off?!?!?

Anyway gonna wait till weekend if

doesn't turn up before then test again, I know what you mean bout imagination I had that often at start of journey then you just kinda go threw motion and dont expect anything, But how I been feelin is very real or at least it feels like it is

?! This whole thing sendin me mad.
Stacey xxxx