Kina

Gutted as Matt doesn't want me to have it if I am. But I've decided if I am I will keep it and just try my hardest to cope.

Layla

oh no, will it cause problems between you tho

really hope you get the result you want, dont mean to worry you but after my misscarriage (i was 9 weeks) i stopped getting positive tests after about 4 weeks.

xx

EDIT: sorry, thinking about it, i dont even think it took that long to stop getting +

Kina

I'm just trying to tell myself it's not possible, it's just left over hcg, the lines aren't really there/they're evaps. I can't get my head around the fact that I might be pregnant, the chances seem so amazingly small.

Matt doesn't think I will cope, he thinks the strain of having another baby so soon will be really bad on my body and on the baby's health. I had problems with my pelvis last time and struggled to look after Ella whilst I was pregnant so looking after Ella and Alex is going to be a nightmare. Plus the children I have already are going to get such a small amount of attention. How will I manage with practically 3 children under the age of 2? I haven't lost the weight that I put on so will be starting the pregnancy overweight which isn't healthy.

But then I look at Alex who is lying in my lap and I know that I could never choose to take the road of not having the baby. In every family photo taken I'd know someone was missing and that it was my fault, the guilt of making the decision whether a future sibling of Ella and Alex's should die would be with me for life.

In my heart I'm hoping it's left over hcg. In my head I keep thinking about the fact that we had sex, and 8-9 days later I've bled (possible implantation) and got a v v v v faint positive test, on the Saturday I got a v v v v faint positive on a tescos (but not til after the expiry time), yesterday I got a neg on a CB when I did it late in the day and today I've got 2 barely there faint positives on two different tests. The signs are there that I could be pg, but there are other possible explanations so it's very confusing!

Dionne

you will need a triple buggy

Layla

i dont know alot about the hcg levels, but if it was left over from Alex, wouldnt it have shown on the clear blue you did in the afternoon?

What time is your docs, hopefuly he/she can put your mind at ease

xx

Kina

10.10am. And it's with the surgery hottie

I just read back over my posts on 'the other' place and I was showing on the ultra early tests and CB (sounds like I was getting the same sort of lines) at 10DPO (obviously I can't go by DPO as I don't know when/if I did and can only go by when I DTD) but not on 20hcg/first response then. So it does sound like about the right time that I'd be getting positives. I've ordered some cheapies from Charl and from Ebay (Ebay ones should be here tomorrow). If I get positives on the Ebay ones then I know I'm in trouble!

Layla

I just rememberd about this thread...

HCG levels....

hope that can help you a bit

xx

stephlw25

ooh Kina, not sure what to say, hope you get the result you want hun xx let us know how you get on at the docs x

bexxie

I just tested as an experiment and got a positive so good luck hunnie,i know i am few weeks behind but every hope its left over hcg
bex.x

Wobbles

Will be in the post 1st class tomorrow Kina x x x