tmr1234

sorry iam ina really down mood today. iam sick of ttc it has now been 16months and i know that it is not my month and will be here in the next few days. feel like giving up but then i think if i do iam giving up on my famly cnt talk to oh about it as he just says it will happen went ment to. really thort yes its gunna happen this month but test is and i know that she is on here way arrrgggg sick of it.
just gunna go and feel sorry for my self

becstar

I'm sorry honey. I know it's so hard to not feel in control of something you want so, so much. I think it's hard too for partners to say the right thing... I know my husband always feels that way! But I really do believe that your baby is out there somewhere and will come when the time is right. It sucks that we don't get to decide when that is but I really think it is true.

Not that any of that helps when you feel so blue. Have some more Thinking of you.

tmr1234

thanks it feels like it isnever gunna happen i know that there is people wears off than me as i have a son already but every day when i see him playing on hes own and talking to hes self it just kills me a bit inside that i cant give him a bro or sis.
every where i turn at the min peopel ask me why iam so down and just feel like shouting at them but i know what people will say it will happen 1 day and that is just some thing i dnt wanna hear any more.

amber20

I was feeling that way yesterday too. Its hard to think that I have 3 boys unplanned and got pg right away with them and that we are trying to have one its not happening right away. I am having a really hard time being positive about it but thats the only thing we can do. Cheer up!

babiiblu

I'm so sorry that you are so down. I too have been feeling that way lately(actually was just thinking about taking a break from it). I can't imagine being at it as long as you have and NOT feeling that way. We have only been TTC since this past January. We have one little girl, she was unplanned so I don't know how long it actually took with her.
I wish you the best of luck and hopefully you'll get the BFP very soon!! HUGS!

porkypig

Tootsie

hun it took me 2 and a half years to fall for this baby so chin up. It'll happen for you.

tickledpink

We've been trying since Jan 2007. Sometimes I think it's never going to happen so why are we even trying? But I know I won't be happy until I have that son or daughter. Somedays are good, some days are bad and some days are really bad... I don't like crying infront of the BF as he blames himself for having a low SC but I usually have a good cry, read a few success stories on here and then feel a bit better Gives me hope

I'm sure it will happen soon for you! Wishing you all the luck xx

tmr1234

well my day went form bad to wears as went down my mum an dads an thay had a go but got home an oh gave me a big hug feeling better now a bitthank you every 1!

Sinead