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hi all i have one of my best friends baby shower tonight, and have really mixed feelings about it. i am thrilled for her and can't wait for her to have her little girl. am also looking forward to seeing everyone this evening, but i feel terrible for feeling slightly green eye.

she is the only person we have told about ttc, i know we havn't been trying long but it is hard, and alhtough she never asks i know she is expecting me to anounce something soon, as she fell soooo quick, as did all but one of my other friends with children.

have to go shopping today to buy baby a present, after 2 bfn this morning, i am 14dpo ( i think, i guessed on ovulation after a bunch of funny reults on opk just used body signs) im really not in the mood for looking at baby things.

just feeling a bit sorry for myself really, think i would be happpier if af arrived at least then i would know i had read my body right i guess.

AppleSeed

Totally understand this green feeling - and thankful that we have these forums for exactly that reason. It's a tough journey and glad we can lean on each other - we'll get that sooner or later!