Am I the only one.......

colesmom · Aug 15th, 2008, 09:44 AM

Ok so I was just wondering If anyone else feels this way. We are all ttc here and of course at the end of the 2ww all want a

However.......as much as I hope pray and try for a baby throughout the month when It comes down to testing I freak out. In the three minutes it takes for the test to complete I start thinking "what if its

" and start thinking of everything that could go wrong through the pregnancy and birth. Im like "why did I do this to myself" like I could die or something and I dont do pain very well. Dont get me wrong....I want a baby as bad as anyone else thats why I dont understand this. When I get the dreaded

Its almost like relief and sadness at the same time because I get so scared when I think that I could be pregnant even though I want it so badly. Do yall feel this way??????

Nicnac · Aug 15th, 2008, 10:10 AM

Hon, I get like that when testing too...it suddenly dawns on me, oh wow what if it is a positive?!?!? I think it's perfectly natural to be worried/concerned. It's a massive change.

I'm sure it'll be fine when your BFP does come and you won't even have these fears...just humungous amounts of joy

Bets of luck and Happy Testing

rachelle1975 · Aug 15th, 2008, 10:30 AM

Whenever i get to being late i seem to get myself so worked up that i'm too petrified to POAS! I have conversations with DH about how lovely it will be and we talk like we are actually PG and then eventually when i pluck up the courage to POAS we aren't......... what weirdo eh!

When we first started i didn't mind being a POAS addict... now it kinda scares me!!

maccy · Aug 15th, 2008, 12:12 PM

I do since the miscarriage it's taken the fun and inncocence out of a BFP result, just gonna be worried till I get to about 20 weeks.

kaygeebee · Aug 15th, 2008, 14:15 PM

I worry too hun. I will be a high risk pregnancy as I have a blood clotting and bleeding disorder. I've been given the go ahead by my consultant to TTC, and been told to expect a rocky road. I'm fine all month, but when it comes to POAS time, I freak a little that I shouldn't be doing this, that it might be really hard, and have we really made the right decision to be trying?

I know it's the pregnancy I'm freaking out at - not the baby. The baby I want so so much, and I hope that will be enough to carry me through a pregnancy - however hard it might get. xxx

Suzanne · Aug 15th, 2008, 15:32 PM

Perfectly natural reaction ladies!

Mummy2Eve · Aug 15th, 2008, 16:25 PM

Yes, when I was pregnant with my daughter I worried all the time. I worried that I would mc, then when I got past the three month stage I worried I'd have a week cervix and the baby would just fall out at around 19 weeks. Then, due to my paranoia I bought a fetal heart monitor so I could listen to her heart beat every night. I think I worried beacuse it took so long to conceive, and I viewed conception as just the first hurdle.

It's normal for obsessive TTcers like us!

jaytee · Aug 15th, 2008, 16:36 PM

When I test, I wait five minutes to look at the test and when I go to peak all those thoughts come to mind too! I drive myself crazy and I get butterflies in my belly! lol

Aug 15th, 2008, 09:44 AM	#1
colesmom Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: texas Posts: 162	Am I the only one....... Ok so I was just wondering If anyone else feels this way. We are all ttc here and of course at the end of the 2ww all want a However.......as much as I hope pray and try for a baby throughout the month when It comes down to testing I freak out. In the three minutes it takes for the test to complete I start thinking "what if its " and start thinking of everything that could go wrong through the pregnancy and birth. Im like "why did I do this to myself" like I could die or something and I dont do pain very well. Dont get me wrong....I want a baby as bad as anyone else thats why I dont understand this. When I get the dreadedIts almost like relief and sadness at the same time because I get so scared when I think that I could be pregnant even though I want it so badly. Do yall feel this way??????

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Nicnac Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 2,005	Hon, I get like that when testing too...it suddenly dawns on me, oh wow what if it is a positive?!?!? I think it's perfectly natural to be worried/concerned. It's a massive change. I'm sure it'll be fine when your BFP does come and you won't even have these fears...just humungous amounts of joy Bets of luck and Happy Testing

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Aug 15th, 2008, 10:30 AM	#3
rachelle1975 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Surrey Posts: 9,105	Whenever i get to being late i seem to get myself so worked up that i'm too petrified to POAS! I have conversations with DH about how lovely it will be and we talk like we are actually PG and then eventually when i pluck up the courage to POAS we aren't......... what weirdo eh! When we first started i didn't mind being a POAS addict... now it kinda scares me!!

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Aug 15th, 2008, 12:12 PM	#4
maccy Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: South Wales Posts: 3,894	I do since the miscarriage it's taken the fun and inncocence out of a BFP result, just gonna be worried till I get to about 20 weeks.

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Aug 15th, 2008, 14:15 PM	#5
kaygeebee Pregnant (Expecting) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: WALES, UK Posts: 1,083	I worry too hun. I will be a high risk pregnancy as I have a blood clotting and bleeding disorder. I've been given the go ahead by my consultant to TTC, and been told to expect a rocky road. I'm fine all month, but when it comes to POAS time, I freak a little that I shouldn't be doing this, that it might be really hard, and have we really made the right decision to be trying? I know it's the pregnancy I'm freaking out at - not the baby. The baby I want so so much, and I hope that will be enough to carry me through a pregnancy - however hard it might get. xxx

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Aug 15th, 2008, 15:32 PM	#6
Suzanne Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Portsmouth UK Posts: 901	Perfectly natural reaction ladies!

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Aug 15th, 2008, 16:25 PM	#7
Mummy2Eve Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: Leicestershire Posts: 212	Yes, when I was pregnant with my daughter I worried all the time. I worried that I would mc, then when I got past the three month stage I worried I'd have a week cervix and the baby would just fall out at around 19 weeks. Then, due to my paranoia I bought a fetal heart monitor so I could listen to her heart beat every night. I think I worried beacuse it took so long to conceive, and I viewed conception as just the first hurdle. It's normal for obsessive TTcers like us!

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Aug 15th, 2008, 16:36 PM	#8
jaytee Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: South New Jersey Posts: 804	When I test, I wait five minutes to look at the test and when I go to peak all those thoughts come to mind too! I drive myself crazy and I get butterflies in my belly! lol

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