Hi So It's a shame but the desire to be pg has definitely become the most important thing to me and I think I need to lighten up.

My OH has been away for a few days, but came back yesterday which was CD14 for me. I had EWCM for a few days but not much and I didn't get a pos OPK, which I have before on CD13, but then I ran out of tests.

So he came back and the bd was great, really passionate. But he can get a bit sore and uncomfortable without condms so did not cm in me at the end.

I felt really down afterwards as this was our only chance this month and now I have to wait another whole month. We had a chat about it and he said he does understand and we can try again over the next few days. But he doesn't get that the time has gone now.

Anyway, the postie just brought me more OPKs and also preseed which should make things more comfortable for him. (MY OH not the postie!)

SO I am going to just relax more and stay positive and enjoy OH and hopefully other times things will be different, without me having to keep saying about it. Everything that is important seems to take so much work!

LMAO that made me giggle!! When your TTC hun it does kind of take over doesnt it? You think about nothing else and when you dont get the chance one month too try then it must be soooo frustrating I dont think the man understands how technical it can actually be for some women, others fall just be sneezng LOL but for some of you it is pure hardwork, im glad your gonna try and relax about it from now on, who knows your relaxed attitude might just be the making of things (so to speak LOL)

Goodluck sweetie!

aww hun lots of it can be (and is) very frustrating when you want it so much....... try to relax a little about it ! ( i know its hard)

lots of and

sara

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