I'm sooooooooooo angry with my body today, why won't it just let me have a normal cycle or a ??? Why didn't the doctor let me come off the pill at the beginning of the year like i wanted. She told me not to cos we were going to Africa and taking anti malaria tablets (we could have just used other protection) then my body would have had time to settle down.

I'm officially a whole month late now, i started spotting yesterday and it's a little more today but not fertility friend and O tests think i may have ovulated last week, fertility friend says possible inplantation bleeding, but i'm not even bothering to clutch at straws now.

I'm just so upset with my messed up body, why didn't i just come off the pill at the beginning of the year. I feel so negative now like this will go on and on, i would be happy with just a normal cycle so i know i have a chance. Why on earth don't people in a happy long term relationship just get pregnant straight away, it just isn't fair.



Thanks for listening to my rant!

aw chick dont be sad, it must be frustrating for you, but bodys are strange things,and we dont have that much control over them

chin up
xx

oh DaisyDuke!

poor you! i know its so frustrating!

just hang in there. your in good hands here. Think about how much you will appreciate it when it happens.

Why not go out and get something for the baby you want so much? like a little cardigan or toy, put it away and only look at it when you need reasurance that it will happen one day.

Hope it sorts itself out soon my darling! x x

Thanks for listening

welcome hun, you've got to remember,this is what ttc is all about, the arse ache,stress, and all sorts of emotions, and when you get your BFP you will feel very proud of what you went through to get it
xxx

Thanks so much, that bought a tear to my eye (in a good way) i would love to buy something soooooooo much but DH will go mad. Maybe ill just pop to bandq and get some colour charts for the nursery

I know how frustrating it can be.. but it's such an amazing shock when you finally get your BFP. And it happens when your not expecting it. Good luck i hope it happens soon for you!

Hi daisyduke,
I feel your pain - literally as I've been through that myself - twice no less. It will happen, your cycle will come back to normal and you will be able to start ttc properly soon.

So frustrating, I know! As though us women don't have enough pain and suffering as it is!

Thanks how long did it take for urs to settle each time?

Oh Daisyduke hun i hope it all settles down for you soon and you get that you so deserve.