thank you girls...
i am trying to keep confident ...you know what it is one minute you are hoping and one minute you are devastated ...
like you all said i just need to wait ...Af due on friday next week and i do accept af much better when she comes and i don't test early so i will wait and if friday past without her then i will test on Saturday...
And i decided if she does comes well she does!!! it's ok i will try and try again until i got MY bean ...NEYNEY was a proof of patience and dedication and brave until she got her BFP so i will be just like her

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i will keep you posted !