Lu28

As some of you know, I've been temping for the first time this cycle and got my first assessment from FF for my conception chances which were high. I oved on cd14 and am 11dpo now. My LP was usually 10 days, increased to 11 days last cycle with B6 and I was hoping to increase it even more this cycle.

For the last 3 days, I've had temps below coverline but I'm waking up much earlier than my normal time. Yesterday I had a very small amount of browm cm which FF took as possible implantation bleeding. I was feeling a bit hopeful but started cramping last night like I'm expecting AF. This morning I had a tiny bit of proper brown spotting rather than brown cm and thought that was the start of AF. I was gutted, to the point where one of the girls in work has asked if I'm ok, because I look sad! Just went to the bathroom though and no more spotting at all - I know it's only been a couple of hours but I'd have expected some more if AF was really here.

Anyway, after that long essay I just want AF to come if that's what she's at. I can't cope with thinking she's here then starting to get some hope again, then thinking she's here again. Feeling like I just want to take a step away from the whole thing if she makes her way to me this month. But one way or the other I just want to know so I can move on.

Sorry for being so miserable, just not having a good day!

HAYS

aw hun i hear ya, it aint over till she arrives!!
could be implantation, whens af due?xxx

Lu28

Any time from today or maybe tomorrow. I'd really hoped for a longer LP this cycle though, I've been popping B6 tablets like there's no tomorrow!

Farie

Thining of you chick, hope you get somehting definitive, I have my fingers tightly crossed for implant ... however unlikely it may feel

NickyT75

Fingers crossed for you hun xx

Kerryanne

porkpie1981

Lu28

Thanks girls, I just feel like a miserable cow at the moment - I read an article this morning about that "man" who gave birth to a baby a couple of days ago - basically a woman living as a man but kept all her reproductive organs - I was there on the train reading it nearly having a 5 year old tantrum along the lines of - it's not fair, if he can have a baby why can't I!!! Got to pull myself together.

Connorsmom612

Hi Lu28! I pretty much on the same cycle as you. I am supposed to get AF this sunday and I am 11 DPO! I tested this morning thinking that if I was it would show up by now (used a cheapie and a First Response) but both were negative. Have you tested yet? I've lost all hope because I figured that the HPTs would tell me if I am by now. I'm going to wait until Sunday to test again. I'm get really sad every time I get a negative

lousielou

Hope she stays away honey xx