
and welcome to the forum! I'd test again in a few days if

doesn't show up.
I wouldn't worry at all about your age, my mum had me when she was 38 and it made absolutely no difference. I also lost my mum in July 2004 after cancer and was badly depressed for quite a while afterwards so if you ever need to chat, feel free to pm me.
Huge

and I hope you get your

in a few days!
