
i know how your feeling! we were ttc for 10 months and oh left me just over a week agoo after living together for 5 years! I had mixed emotions partly wanted to be pregnant because i knew it was probably my last chnce to hvae one for years but at the same time knew it wouldn't be a good situation to a bring a baby into. I couldn't sleep for a couple of nights because af was due but she turned up 2 days late (perhaps the stress delyaed her). I beleive everything happens for a reason. I hope af turns up for you and if shes late try not to panic because it could be because your emotions are all over the place! om me if you need to talk.
