Hi girls,
Got my blood results this morning and everything is ok. That's a relief but it still doesn't explain where

has been for the last 3 months!
So I have decided that until

rears her ugly face, I think Im going to have a bnb holiday. It's so hard coming on here to see all the tickers, ov dates, you girls getting excited about testing etc when I feel like Im just sitting here barren! lol
Because I've just finished university, people automatically assume that me and hubby are going to have a baby now, and the more they ask the worse it makes me feel. People are even starting to ask my hubby when its going to happen, and he can't handle telling fibs about it the way I can, bless him!
I'll be back when af has appeared again or when my cycle has become regular so that could be weeks or months!! But I need to get away from all the hype for a while coz I couldn't sleep last night for thinking about it, and that is the one thing that will make it worse.
So Im going to stick with my agnus castus for a few months and have a few more cups of parsley tea (tastes like old vegetable water!!) to see if it brings on

and Im going to go and relax on my holidays

and try not to think about it to see if that helps.
I hope when I get back that none of you are still here, because u will all be in ur 1st trimester!!


Fingers, toes, eyes and arms (not legs

) crossed for all ur
Truck loads of








to you all. You are a fabulous bunch of ladies!! Good luck for the next few months
J x
