So woke up in agony this morning and figured

would definitely show today (I've been spotting for a couple of days) and I was right, she's totally here now so I'm so so disappointed once again. This means I am now on cycle #7.
I'm also feeling guilty today as I was horrible to OH last night. I was just being really nasty to him for no reason. I know it must be hormones but thats no excuse really. I have apologised lots and he's being really fine about it and just said, it's totally forgotten and he knows it's not me so I should just forget it. But I did it last month too so I really need to stop this.
So basically feeling sorry for myself!! I'm stuck at work and wishing I was at home in bed as I can't function here while I'm in pain - I'd like to leave early but don't feel comfortable telling my boss. He knows I have endometriosis but it's still weird having to say, oh my period pains are terrible, I'd like to go now!!
Sorry to rant, I just needed to vent.
xxx