trixie, how did I not see this thread a week ago? When AF arrived last week, I went into a huge funk. Felt so angry and frustrated. I'm so glad you created this thread and I've found a whole group of you lovely gals like me who've been TTC as long/longer than me. I'm glad I'm not the only one who was finding it hard to stay positive and optimistic. I wrote in my journal that it's taken so much longer than I expected (and, boy, do I feel naive, stupid and ignorant for not knowing the reality of TTC) that I really do not believe it will ever happen. It really feels like an impossible dream.
I visited my doctor today and got some great information that put my mind at ease. Have a lookee at my journal entry today if you like... I wrote down a detailed list of suggestions the doctor gave me to try to increase my odds of getting P before she refers me to a fertility clinic. I'm gonna give her suggestions a go for the next 2-3 cycles and if I still get no

, I'll begin my fertility tests.