Laura--x

I havnt been on in a while.. due to exams and schoolwork i just havnt had much time, but i just needed to come back and get you oppinions.

You all proberly know that i went through a stage where i thought i was pregnant.. but af appeared 2 weeks late, i was convinced i had all the symptoms and read about the ins and outs of pregnancy.

Well... Even since my AF.. i stil havnt felt the same. Ive been feeling very very sick on and off.. for god knows since i can remember never, but its been alot worse since tuesday of last week. Its actually stopping me from doing things because i feel like im constantly going to puke, although i havnt yet.

Im still extremely tired all the time, and i dont know whether its just part of puberty or not, but my boobs seem to of grown a bit bigger and feeling much heavier lately. I used to wear a bra no problem all day all night and not think about it, but it just feels so uncomforable to wear one now and as soon as im at home i take it off.

I thought it was still all in my head, that i was still convincing myself i was pregnant ( even though af came ) but at that time i was even thinking about it, i had got over the fact that i was pregnant and was moving on, but for the past week its seemed to be all i can think about again.

Even my boyfriends mom has asked him if theres anything he needs to tell her, that she thinks im pregnant. And just yesterday.. my mom came up to me and said ' if theres anthing you need to go to the doctors for, and i mean ANYTHING, dont be embarressed to ask '.. which looked like she was hinting to me ?

Ive started taking my folic acid pills agin just incase, i dont want any risks, but i cant bring myself to take a test again. It just brings back all the memories of me and my boyfriend rushing to the shops to buy one with a great big grin on our face then come home and be dissapointed time and time again.


I didnt notice my last period being any different to any of my other ones, and i usually thought they were if you were to have one during pregnancy ?

It just feels like ive got all the pieces to the jigsaw.. but it all together but that one piece just doesnt want to make itself go in.

xx

oh.. and nice to see you all again

HAYS

aw hun how frustrating for you, what CD are you on now?and what was your last af like?x

Schmelly

I can understand why you don't want to test again, but maybe you should do it anyway, just so that you know either way. You can't have any closure on the last time if you are still clinging to the thought that you may be pg. Everyone's different and AF can sometimes be misleading. You certainly have all the symtoms, so not testing may end up raising your hopes more than actually testing (if that makes sense!).

Good luck

Laura--x

I have no idea. We didnt plan to have a baby so we wasnt calculating days or ovulation or whatnot. I was sure i was pregnant because for the past 5/6 months af has arrived on the 7/8/9th of each month, but last month came on the 19th.

It seemed like a normal period. It was heavy for the first day.. but after that wasnt too bad.. and lasted 3/4 dayss max. But most of my periods are like that.. which is why im a bit confused ?

Your right schmelly. I do need to test. Just that. as much as i feel symptoms.. i just know its going to be negative :S i dont know whats wrong with me.

HAYS

hun i agree you have to test, just so you know. It might make you feel alot better afterwards either way.
xxx

magicvw

Hi Laura - nice to see you back hun

Babes, if you've been feeling sick all this time you should get yourself to a doctor. It could be something else, or you could be pg but it's not picking up on a home test for some reason. You need to find out. Your mum sounds really supportive so why not just tell her that yes, you feel like crap and need to see your gp. They should be able to give you some answers or do you some tests to see if anything's wrong.

gemma24uk

hi there hun, i did a test with my first pregnancy and it came negative and like you i was convinced that i was pregnant, i waited a week bearing in mind im a kick boxing instructor and was training 4 times a week and hey presto it was positive so id get a test love just to be sure xx

Laura--x

Thanks.. Its nice to be back

This morning i thought i must be pregnant now. I woke up this morning, and felt like i was going to puke there and then, it was horrible. i lay there for a while and it went, but again all today its been coming and going. But the thing is, i seem to be eating more frequently, but smaller portions now. I cant seem to eat my dinner anymore, i ahve to make much smaller sizes, and even with my sunday dinner on sunday ( which i love ) i left half of it.

I brought a cheapo test again today.. and still a negative. That got my boyfriend all depressed and agrovated again. ' These stupid tests are useless, you can't be feeling like this and not be pregnant, they;re a bunch of crap and should be banned'. haha, dont think he was too happy with the result ?.

I do think im going to go to the doctors. My boyfriends mother seems already prepared for it, as she is always mentioning it to him. My boyfriends brothers girlfriend ( who had a baby last November, both aged 16, now 17 ) was having a clearout of clothes, cots, you name it, and asked his mother what she should do with them, and she came out with ' keep them.. they may be useful soon'. I know i can go to her if i need to, i know she is going to be really supportive for me and not be dissapointed one bit. His family is literally known for teenage/young pregnancies, so shes 'used' to the idea.

I have also had this really horrible taste in my mouth today. You know like when you swallow a tablet, but it doesnt completely go down.. and you have the powdery taste everytime you swallow or burp ? ive had that pretty much all day today, and its made me nearly puke everytime, if that has anything to do with it ?

I have an exam tomorrow, then an official leavers assembly on friday. Then one more exam on the 18th and im done with school ( WEHEY ! )... i think im going to get into the doctors for then if im still not feeling any better.

xx

magicvw

Oh hun - I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you When I was pg i had a metallic taste in my mouth - they do say it's quite a common symptom of pg. Just remind me - how long have u been feeling like this now? So if u are pg, how far gone would you be (ish)?

Good luck in your exam tomorrow!

Laura--x

Thanks hun x. Its that what it is then ? a metallic taste ? i have read somewhere about that yeah.. i just wasnt sure if this was the taste or not hehe .

oh godd.. well i felt ' different' from the 20th or so of april ? late april anyway.. AF was due around the beginning of may, i started feeling worse, sore boobs, stomache cramps, sick, bloated, then AF came the 19th of April, then for a week or so after that i felt pretty much back to normal, and now, for the past 1 and a half weeks/ maybe 2 or so ive felt worse. More sickness, weird feelings in stomache ( sometimees cramps, sometimes ' flutters' i cant really describe it, this taste ive had today, and my boobs just feeling generally heavier and they do look bigger.

I dont know whether im just stressed out lately because of school and exams and whatnot.. or what. i did think if i was PG i wold of got a positive today.. but i didnt so i really dont know.

Just all so confusing !

xx