| Sorry i havnt been on in a while again. Our internets playing up and i can hardly get online anymore ):
anyway for a little update.. i was still feeling really bad, friday night i was up ALL NIGHT feeling like i was going to puke.. i felt awful and saturday was bad too. But sunday and today i have been fine, i havnt felt sick once? Today my boobs have started to hurt.. which could either be a sign of pregnancy or PMS. But my period is confusing me. In april i came on the 8th but in may i came on the 19th.. so would that mean my period this month is due the 19th ? if so.. pms is early.. as i usually get sore breasts and cramps a day or 2 before.. not just over a week.
Im actually even more excited about the pregnancy now. Me and my boyfriend was talking to his mom and dad about the whole pregancy thing friday night and his dad was saying that because it runs in the family it wouldnt be a suprise for them, his mom was saying the same also, and was talking to me about it and told me shes saved all of their sons clothes,ect and their grandaughters clothes, ect. so wed never be short whatever we had.
Then me, my boyfriend, my mom and dad took my dog over the park yesterday and sat down and had a real good chat. My mom asked me the other day if there was a chance i could be pregnant, and in the spare of the moment i said no :S im not sure why. but then we got talking and my dad said that them two ( my mom and dad ) had been talking about if i am pregnant, and they both said although they will be a bit dissapointed they are really excited at the thought of it, which put a huge ginormous smile on my face. i feel so much calmer and comfortable now, because that was the biggest fear of if i was pregnant, telling my mother and father, but now i know what their reaction will be, im just thinking theres nothing to worry about.
I want to wait until my next period is due before going the doctor seeing that im not feeling bad now.. its just a long waiting game that i dont think i can hang on to much longer ! |