I have definitely felt down, frustrated, tearful, sad, panicked, angry, hormonal and constantly feel like giving up. I think that's what TTC stands for Tearful, Tormented and Crushed.
However, I still can't help feeling excited at the prospect that it could be my turn next.
Please don't loose sight of the fact that millions of women before us have felt exactly the same range of emotions and they now have their own bundles of joy.
I sincerely hope your little miracle is just around the corner.
PS: Just to make you smile, if I don't manage it I think I'll have a boob job (I'm 46 so my chances are most likely a little slimmer than a lot of ladies, so I've concocted a consolation prize for myself).