Hi Emsi, and welcome!
First wanna say sorry to hear what you're gone though. Mc is a hard thing to experience (just recouperating after a d&c last friday- so i know) but well done for being strong and keeping at it!!
You're not alone in feeling how you do and luckily you have the support of your gp and your OH and that's great.
im 37 myself (38 next week) and although im late to the game (had to find the missing link-my OH

) i am positive since at least i got pregnant, which is the big hurdle, i think for many...
Im sure you will find this site a great place to find advice, help and somewhere to vent where you know you'll always find a friendly ear

Best of luck and here's some
