So for the last 2 days Ive had some serious cramps and a low backache , Ive had cramps and back pain for the last week and a half but they just got worse over the last 2 days so at first I thought the cramps could be a pregnancy symptom , but this morning I saW pink on the tp so Im guessing that ugly nasty

got me too , I have not tested in days , just incase I was pregnant I didnt want to know incase I was losing another pregnancy because I dont think I can deal with losing another one so I figured Id just be better off not knowing , dh tried to get me to poas this am but I refused , well I guess On to next month , I guess this will buy me some time to lose a few pounds and get a tan before I get pregnant .