hi im claire been ttc2 for 14mths but only

so far just starting to have fertility tests but feeling down about it all i love my daughter becca more than anything but we want another to complete our family plus not sure how long we have left to try as i have a kidney problem. to make things worse (altho im happy for them) my sister-in-law is due in a couple of weeks n it makes me wanna cry some times she got her BFP within 2weeks of deciding to try!!! hope all ok
