I don't know if I feel like this from the dr digging around in there or what. I feel like there could be like an air pocket in my uterus or something. Not gas though. lol...and YES I did get OH to feel. TMI I know but this 2WW thing has got me going crazy. I feel so bad. I am miserable. Every night before bed I get a stuffy nose. My fingers are so swollen I can't take any of my rings off. The tattoo on my ankle was smaller...lol. My converse don't fit. And you know,I thought I had pretty boobs before. Now I am growing these little black hairs around my areolas. And Also I have the same little black hairs under my belly button.All my piercings are starting to get infected. WHAT IS HAPPENING!? I have decided to toss all the charts and stuff. It was making me crazy. I had EWCM saturday and then again TODAY. My reason for tossing the charts.
And I just feel like I shouldn't be here sometimes. I mean most of you have been TTC for a very long time. Or there is a reason you are having problems. But me,I am young,healthy,and have a child to prove that I can have them. Don't get me wrong,I love it here and you ladies have made me feel a bit more comfortable about my body. It just makes me feel bad when I see that someone has been TTC for 18 months and here I am bitching about 4 months. I kind of feel like I don't deserve it.
If I don't get preggo this year,I will be donating my entire right ovary. I do not want money. I will not be able to donate it until I am 25 though. I just turned 22.Would YOU do it? I just think that every woman should know what being pregnant feels like. Or man...if a gay couple approached me and ask me to let them use my eggs,I would. No questions asked.
Don't be so hard on yourself. TTC is heartbreak for a lot of women, and yes it is hardest on those who have been at it for a year plus but that doesn't make your pain any less real. You sound like a wonderfully giving person.
Personally, i've found the longer time goes by TTC, the more i am able to "deal with it". Sometimes when i read about people on cycle 1 or 2 feeling really down about AF, i just think "you'll get used to it"!!! I don't mean that in a harsh way at all, and certainly don't want to offend. Just want to highlight that probably most people TTC for a long time would think nothing at all of anyone else 'bitching' after a shorter length of time.
I wanted the world on cycle one and two, now i just want a chance!!
I also second what Vickie said - you sound like a really giving person.
I think TTC the first 6 months were the most devistating (sp) for me... I thought I would catch quickly... so dont feel bad hun.... and 2nd it doesnt matter if you are TTC #1000, im sure it is still just as hard to not fall pregnant right away.... so keep your chin up hun... we are all here for you and want you here.....
thanks guys. you made me cry. I just hate not being in control. I know it sounds crazy but I think when I was on BCP I felt more in control of what was happening to my body. And I am normally too busy worrying about everyone else. I think since my friend moved I have been trying too hard not to think about her. And you guys are the only people I have to talk about this with. OH just got a job offshore. So I will be alone for 14 days at a time.
and I know this is the TTC forum but I want to show you guys what I got for my birthday,more like who I saved. So I will post a topic here to show you guys.
thats weird , last time I was prego my ear piercings everyone of them got infected so bad I had to go get all new earrings for sensitive ears and my helix orbital grew a big bubble on it , well after I lost the baby the bubble went away and now its back . good luck girl
Don't be so hard on yourself. TTC is heartbreak for a lot of women, and yes it is hardest on those who have been at it for a year plus but that doesn't make your pain any less real. You sound like a wonderfully giving person.
I think TTC the first 6 months were the most devistating (sp) for me... I thought I would catch quickly... so dont feel bad hun.... and 2nd it doesnt matter if you are TTC #1000, im sure it is still just as hard to not fall pregnant right away.... 
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