Hey hun dont beat yourself up!!
Im only in my 2nd month TTC, and keep thinking if I was lucky enough to get pregnant quickly I would feel really awful, as there are so many wonderful ladies on this site who have been trying for so long, and it must be hard for them to hear about the BFP's every month!
I too worry about everything, mainly that I have left it all a bit late (Im 34 and DH 40)......
I think its absolutely natural to worry and get upset over it, afterall its one part of life that we have absolutely no control over and have to leave it to nature!!
Keep smiling and remember you are not alone!
