This is what drives me nuts about TTC... and why sometimes I dont even want to BD with hubby..... I hate the way my mind makes me think Im having symptoms....

So this month we only BD one time.... (I have been so busy evey day that I just dont want to do anything and when I do, hubby is already in bed)

Anyways, we bd on CD 9 and I hate this.... Im so dam tired, my boobies hurt and Im only on CD20 But I have been down this road so many times... but I still cant help but get my hopes up.... Again, why I hate TTC. I mean, Come on SUZ! you BDed One Time.... But I still cant help to think maybe..... maybe it is that One Time I have been waiting for......

My problem is, i get my hopes up so much and only to get crushed when AF gets here and then I dont want anything to do with TTC for months....Im so stupid.....

Thanks for letting me vent. I know I dont post in here that much....

hope you do get your BFP your not stupid at all it is possible after only one time good luck

Well...you should get on MSN and we can bitch the night away....

Will do that shortly... Think I will need a good bitch secion

you know suz I think it's not the sympthoms each month it's hope who keep us
all going and hope is great hon so why not this month. ? I have hope for you ...

thanks Miel!!!

Fingers crossed sore boobies is a good sign for you ...

Hope it's a good sign, good luck x

You should post in here more. I've personally found reading more phantom symptoms than just my own very slowly weans me off thinking they amount to anything. You don't need us to say "me too" or "that's normal" on how insane TTC is, you know it better than most here, and in that same token you know One Time could well be enough.

I'll keep a pair of toes crossed for you honey, you really deserve this