well

is still not here...i did one test and got a faint line, others have been

. so i went to the doctor today.... he did a test and it came back negative, but he took my bloods, and i gotta go back next week...he didnt really seem like he could be bothered with this, just tried to get me in and out really quickly...he thinks it might just be that my hormones are still shot from the m/c. i just gotta wait for the bloods...
so now i dont know what to think...should i be excited or not?? grrr...i guess its still not over...i just want to be a mummy.


good luck to anyone testing soon!!
and congrats on the

s ladies!!

xxxx