I have had this before years ago. The bcp I was on made me sick every time I started a new pack and I would throw up all the time. After I changed my prescription I didn't anymore but whenever I felt sick I was so scared of vomiting. I can def see where you are coming from...you just have to think that vomiting is a natural way for the body to expell toxins or what could be bad for your system. So in essence it is a good thing. I usual feel better afterward but when I have the flu, yuck!!! If it wasn't bad with your first then maybe this go around it might be similar. I really hope that this phobia passes and know it takes a lot of conscious effort to over come! BUT I know you CAN DO IT!!!
