I'm so sad. I knew deep in my heart that the

was coming but now that it's actually here the reality has set in that its another month of trying.
On top of that last night I saw my best friend from pre-school and primary school after many years and she's seven months pregnant. She's 1 day older than me and got married one year after me.
I know I should be happy for her but I can't help but feel a bit jealous.