Im off to the emergency room tonight, the discharge has now changed to a yellowy/brown with really mild cramping so i dont know whats going on and i need to find out am feeling really down but am hoping they will be able to shed some light on whats happening and then i will be giving up as i cant do this anymore , and thank you for all your support and i wish you all the best with your ttc journey
Tina

see ive never had this yellowyy stuff that people talk about. not even with my other pregnancys hmmmm have you googled it ???

No and i really cant cope with looking and will just leave it up to the hospital and just hope the outcome is good but i will let you know tomorrow , i am pretty scared i must admit as i had a miscarriage at cd31 in december but it want like this thats the thing i had really bad cramping and heavy bleed so i am a bit confused.
But if all is wrong then i wont be trying again i WILL be giving up and the doc has won

hmmm id deffo try and change to another surgery before i gave up. i dont like letting other folk win !!!! are there any others nearish your home? maybe like i hear so many times if you stop trying then thats when it happens, not sure how that works though, as if someone wants a baby how do you stop trying lol, its got to be in the back of your mind constantly i know it would me, when i read those stories " i stopped trying then i got caught " it always amazes me how they stopped in the first place,.. maybe its just my lil brain not allowing me to understand.... but for me if nothing happens in the next 10 months then im done with it saying that...... its buggers you up when your trying and just cant focus on anything else,, cant be any good for your health.. well not mine anyway.. im a bit of a cry baby anyway and emotional so dont think i could do this long term for the sake of my sanity and those around me.... i hope you get some positive answers at the e r tonight, and i would demand they do some kind of test to put your mind at rest and im sure they will at least test your blood, or they will be seen as not doing anything !

i dont know wot they will think let alone do , i feel so guilty tho as my OH has npo chldren whatsoever and i was so positive that this month was our month !, but if it isnt then it is the end . I think that after 43 i would be stupid trying to carry on with this and i cant emotionally let alone bodily carry on with this anymore, god and now the bloody cramping is back i really think that this it ended

Awe Tina... I'm so sorry to hear you're having such a time right now.
What did you find out at the hospital? Sure hope you are okay sweetie.

morning ladies.... suns shining and hopefully every one is feeling good.. *passes around coffee and a french tart * oh i say vicar,....

That i was 5 weeks but had lost it and on monday i started to lose the lot and i did have the option of having all taken away or natural so i went for the natural way less of being messed about with as i had read that if you have it taken away it messes with your cm and makes it unbalanced and then you have to wait a month or so for it to correct itself and at my age i didnt want to have to wait any longer than i have to to try again so am feeling very positive now its finished and am ready and willing to try for a few more months now all my stress has gone.

THANK YOU for all your support ladies i couldnt do this without you all xxx

Tina

(((( Very Gentle Hugs ))))
I am truely sorry sweetie. Sounds like you feel good about the choice and are eager to start again.
Wishing you all the best hun!

Grazie (thank you) yes i am feeling good now and am really looking forward to having fun trying again so watch this space !!.

Tina