My heart breaks for you Wishing. i cannot imagine what you must be feeling right now. I hope it helps in some very small way to know that we are thinking of you and hoping fervently that the bloods are wrong. But if they aren't you know we are all here for you when you are ready to talk to us again

So sorry.
Waiting for your return.
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Guys thank you so much for all your lovely messages. The weekend was awful - came yesterday and man is she making me know it. Spoke to GP again last night as he rang to make sure he was ok. He wants to see me this week when i am feeling up to it as he said there must be something going on for me to keep technically getting pregnant and then right at the last minute it is going again. all my symptoms stopped abruptly on Saturday and then had some clear CM (a lot) with patches of brown in it so i knew she was looming.
Feeling really down and confused - but it does help having you all here. I wish every single one of you all the luck in the world and hope that the ttc board will be empty in June after all the we are going to get.
Big to you Alexandra for updating everyone for me.....don't think i could've done it myself.

You're very welcome hun, I just wish I could have told them differently.

I'm glad to see you're on your way to bouncing back hon! You'll get this this month!

Good 2 have u back. Sorry you have to go through this all the time. At least now the doc is taking notice and wants to help you. Hope u get a sticky bfp this cycle x

I'm not sure to be honest hun....can;t see a way out of this at the moment. We'll see what Gp says - but OH at teh moment is saying that we should give up. I have to agree with him - but we will see.

awwww hun im so sorry u poor thing,lets see what doctor says
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yeah - pls dont give up, see what doc says hun xxx

oh hun, dont give up
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We're not giving up - we had a big chat last night - lots of and on both parts - and the whole thing has made us realise how much we want one more little one to complete our family. Feeling a little better about stuff now - have started temping so we will see. Fingers crossed.
Bring on the May - i have conceived both my other LO's in May - so who knows............ fingers crossed.
Thank you to everyone for all your support over the last week or so - it really means a lot.