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Apr 25th, 2008, 04:49 AM
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I'm Currently Feeling:  | It is over...
Af came today and I am so devasted, I really thought Clomid would be the trick for us, but nope.
My chart looked great and out timing was perfect, I just do not understand. I cried most of yesturday and today because of this, I feel like I am being punished with all this hell. What is wrong with me? why am I broken? The worst part of it is I have to do more b/w tomorrow. I have to get a beta (go figure) and my Progestrone checked again b/c they lost mine, but now that AF is here it does not make much sense. I will not be able to do clomid for the next two cycles b/c the DR wants me to do clomid every other cycle and by the time I have my next appt I will be a week into my second cycle after this past cycle. I want to go to sleep and just wake up when this nightmare is over. I think I am stopping acupuncture b/c I am not afford it anymore, even though it made me feel better. If we have to go do a IUI or IVF we can not afford it so medication and timed intercourse and my only hope. OUr insurance covers nothing. I am so frustrated and numb. I cannot sleep of eat.
Worst part of this is I feel like I will never be able to have another child again and DD will be my only one. I fear I will start to hate my family b/c they will be having more babies and I can not. (my aunt is expecting in Dec and my sister is currently TTCing too).
I do not know what to do anymore. This is everything I did this cycle to help (what more can I do)
1. timed intercourse
2. charted temp and cm
3. PNV
4. baby asprin
5. pineapple core 1-5 DPO
6. drank pom juice after Oing
7. preseed
8. acupuncture
9. clomid
10. OPKS
Sorry to make this post so long I just needed to get it out. |
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Apr 25th, 2008, 05:20 AM
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Apr 25th, 2008, 05:31 AM
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Apr 25th, 2008, 05:51 AM
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I'm Currently Feeling: | I am so sorry as well... I know it 's very hard but you are doing everything you can you must stay strong sweetie |
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Apr 25th, 2008, 05:56 AM
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Apr 25th, 2008, 06:44 AM
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I'm Currently Feeling:  | Sorry she got you - it looks like you're doing everything you can! Don't lose hope!  |
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Apr 25th, 2008, 06:58 AM
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I'm Currently Feeling:  | I'm so sorry Pinkmummy to hear of your troubles. I have my fingers crossed and i am praying for you. Stay with it as I am sure you will get a  soon |
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Apr 25th, 2008, 07:24 AM
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Apr 25th, 2008, 15:56 PM
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Apr 25th, 2008, 16:10 PM
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I'm Currently Feeling:  | Im so sorry AF got you hun, keep going, by this time next year im sure you will have a LO to cherish x |
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