I want to apologise for TMI right away, so I'M SORRY!!!

I have been TTC for a while now and since having my DD in 2008, AF has been heavy to the point of bleeding through within 2hrs, somethimes less and tend to have a lot of clotting. Thats through a tampon and a pad. I have to wear both as I don't have the confidence in using one or the other, especially when I'm out and about! My cylce also went from a regular 31 days (I was always heavy though) before DD to when ever it damn well feels like...... (see my ticker) I have even clocked up 67days between AF's, I am however still Breastfeeding DD. AM I ACTUALLY OVULATING OR NOT? I would assume not!

I was expecting AF to arrive around 5th March and she turned up on 21st Feb instead (we BD as often as possible from when AF ends to her arrival again) I go off my last LMP to determine the length of my next cylce, I am just guessing though....?!?

AF arrived on 21st and was unusually light, spotting on day one when she normally arrives with no mercy and in full flow! She remained light into day two where she seemed to be back to her old self. But that wasn't for long, I only had a few clots and no leaking which is not usual for me? and for the last 2 days it's been like spotting and need not have even been wearing a pad!!!??? AF normally lasts 7-8 days, where as this one has only lasted 5.....

What do you think?
Is this my body finally regulating AF after all this time.....??
Or am I being too silly thinking there still maybe a chance that I'm pregnant....??

Hopeful to the end...... But I'm feeling a little deflated. I don't chart or temp but I do keep track of AF and add notes to my calender of day's we BD. It's difficult not to become all consumed by TTC and DH doesn't want to go down the road where it FEELS as if we're TTC. He says if you plan and try it just wont happen because we'll be stressed, he says it'll just happen when it happens. I tend to have to agree but here I am ALL CONSUMED lol.......

So he's not stopping it from happening while I'm trying to make it happen........ I think I need to relax a little lol......

Thanks for listening x

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