Hello - I've missed you people!!! Have had internet problems (I advise strongly against getting a 3 mobile internet dongle thing to anyone who might ever consider it) so couldn't log on for days. Couldn't record my temp on FF or anything. I've been having to record my temperatures in my diary and poas to satisfy my obsession (have used FOUR OPKs today, the withdrawal was getting bad - and they were all neg).

It's lovely to be back. Not O'd yet, hoping I'll get a +OPK tomorrow.

x

Welcome back, Elm!

Farie, you feeling any better?

How's everyone else doing?

I have a funny feeling this won't be my month...but there's still a glimmer of hope!!! I've even lost track of what CD I'm on...think it's 16. Guess it's 2WW time? Think we're still gonna keep up with the BDing for a while as AF can sometimes be longer than 28 days.

Girls.......how are we gona get through the 2WW?????????????

I'm planning on keeping very busy so I don't have time to think about it. Can't see that working though!

What am I going to do when my cbfm doesn't need sticks anymore, that's fed my poas addiction for the last while!

I'm feeling crap now. DH's mate has just got a new baby and he's just gone out with the guys to wet the baby's head.

I've also had to go out today and buy probably the 6th 'Congrats on your new baby' card in the last few months for a different friend...and know that there will be at least 2 more over the next month. All of these people deserve the happiness of a baby in their lives, but I can't stop crying cos I want it to be me.

Am really fed up and DH is getting anoyed with me for being 'grumpy'. I can't even tell him what's wrong because he'd just tell me that our turn will come and there's no point letting it get to me.

Need some help girls..........................how do I pull myself together?

Hope you're all doing OK

*does the fertility dance around Schmelly*

Oh Schmelly .. the biggest

So sorry all the new babies are getting to you, I would be feeling exactly the same
We have to believe we will have our time, it will happen (although it is very irritating when OH says it to me!!)
Make yourself a hot cuppa, curl up with B&B or a good book and pamper yourself. Tell yourself you can do this, you can be strong and you will wait for your little person with patience and dignity, and he/she will be all the more loved for the wait.

I'm not even sure I've O'd yet (or just missed it) so can sympathise with the feeling doubtful. Only the end of the 2ww wait will tell. OPK's have all been neg

Lu - 2ww .... god knows, we will keep each other sane with symptom spotting and silly stories the CBFM will gather dust in the cupboard! And hopefully will continue to do the same for the following 9 months.

schmelly, hope you're feeling a bit better about it today. Know how you feel, I find it comes in phrases (I can deal with people being pg sometimes but other times I'm just all ), hope it's the same for you and you get your before the next phrase xxx

Has everyone O'd? I think I am today, hoping it's not tomorrow as that would probably make my luteal phrase far too short.

Have worked out how to link to my FF chart -

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1fa865

I'm sure that last temp rise is significant, although I don't think I'm using the right thermometer...

any way because you're all lovely!

Hope you guys are all doing well, I've calmed down from my panicking this afternoon!

I'm so impatient, one minute all I wanted was a high on cbfm, then a peak, then just to be in the 2ww, now I want to be further on so I can properly obsess about symptoms cos it's obviously way too early at 3dpo! Never happy!!

Lots and lots of to you ladies

Hi girls

Think I'm Oing late today/tomorrow, but I think that will take my cycle to 30 days. Weird as its longer than usual
Elm - we are pretty much synchronised!

Think my 2ww will start officially on Tues (toddles off to do another OPK)

This cycle is messing with my head! I have even started to wonder if maybe I O'd around CD9!!!

Lu .... The 2ww madness has begun! I'm glad your feeling better about the CBFM, fingers crossed for you.

*edited to add *schmelly, how you doing babe?*

Hi girls,

First of all, thanks for being so lovely!!! I had a bit of a 'funny five minutes' on Saturday night...TTC and some other stuff just got on top of me. Anyway, I had to just completely switch myself off for 24 hours and just not think about anything...couldn't even face BDing, so have prob missed the eggy this month. But I just had to detach myself otherwise I was gonna go completely nuts!

Am feeling much better today...the sun's shining and we have a 3-day weekend!

I have my fingers an toes crossed for us all...... time soon!!!