Hey honey, Feeling a bit better today, just cannot seem to shake off a feeling of dread that its all going wrong and we don't stand a chance.
OH is really busy and I hate to pester him, also when I'm feeling down it doesn't exactly set the mood!!
Did an OPK today and it was neg, although I wasn't to surprised as I've only just stopped the weird spotting and don't have EWCM yet
In a way that's good though as if it all comes together over the weekend OH will be more chilled and I can jump his bones
I really want this month to work as I would so love to give OH a

on his birthday......................
Why can't I be like my cat .... she only has to look at a bloke and she's preggers!
*toddles off to use Xtrainer and boost energy and moral*