ok. stop me making up symptoms and wanting to test.
im only 10/11dpo predicably, bfn yesterday coz its far too early for anything. and im not preg anyway. i know im not. but i keep inventing symptoms and its annoying me because i know im not but i find myself trying to convince myself otherwise.
walking up earlier in the morning to pee, and peing more. probaby just a water infection or something. funny feelings around my abdo/bladder, again, probably just from my bladder being full and stretching...
being tired. becasue ive not been doing anything. sitting in the house makes you tired.
waking up starving. no supper. 12 hours without food is a long time.
i know im going to keep trying to convince myself im pregnant and im scared coz come the 22nd/23rd AF will come andi'll be crushed if i cant keep up the idea that im not. i know im not.
Im not going to test again unless im late... maybe.
god. i hate ttc. there should just be a switch on your hip that you have to REALLY want to switch on. but once you want it, it switches, and then you just have BD once and boom, baby. easy. none of this.
Im no different, 7 dpo as well... its doing my head in, its crap..BUT im determined to not give in and test early... if i can stand not to, that is, lol!
I have adopted the attitude of 'expecting the worst but hoping for the best'. it better bloody work!!!!! LOL!
TTC can be extremely frustrating. Good luck
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