So, ok, we just moved house and 3 out of the 5 neighbours in the block have kids under 2 one is only 5 mth, and there's a little girl who is barely 3. That was bad enough, but i've just noticed that the house across the street has a cot in one of the bedrooms. So thats another baby. And this week ive been at home so ive been in the center of town getting lunch etc and seeing it in buggy city mode when everyones going at toddler pace and chatting. I know im out this month. not got af yet or anything, due next week. but i just know.
Blah. Sorry. Little green monster is getting me.
thanks. i just... gah, i want it so much i feel sick if i think about it too much. like screaming or crying because its not happening. but then i get control of myself and get logical again. its just frustrating. heh.