Aww

I am sorry you feel like that.
I have told my brother he and his girlfriend are not allowed to have a baby before me because I am the eldest so I get to have one first - I feel terrible for making him wait and I have tried to come around to the idea that if he did then at least when my

is born, they will have an older cousin to look after them, but I still would be upset if he announced that they were having a

before me so I can imagine how hard it is.
Lots of

and hope you get your

soon!